last year recap

OMGGGG i just don't realize, it's bo een a year since my last post huaaaaa long time butt hmmm, not that long actually.

i just read what i've been written a year a ago, yess my own resoluion. andddd some points are successfully done very very well. i was graduated on last july and already earn my own money as i always wish to be able to earn money for my own life, yeay.. now i'm in a middle decision weather i'm going to continue my master degree *since my dad always asking about this orrrr i'm just gonna adventuring in O&G company. i have one goal i want to have experience in owner O&G company, i'm now still in EPC O&G aaand working here is frustrating. i'm pushed to win an owner bidding and i have to dealing with execution either. this is not easy, i'm a fresh graduate and i'm still in shock jumping in this new world for me. this is not easy, yesss but i have to survive until november this year and jump into O&G owner.

in time i'm dealing with problem at work and the decision i've to decide, i just heard the author that wrote one of my favourite novel just launch new novel titled "Rumah Coklat".

just like the old time i always love Sitta Karina's book. oh ya, fyi this is a momlit novel hahahah. and i just knew this is momlit once i was reading it at home *ooh noooo i'm old and no longer red teenlit and those romance novels*.

what made me interested in this book is, its story is about a working mom, working mom just like momies in Jakarta nowdays, just like working momies in my office, i play with them hang out with them i just curious, how they could dealing with wife life, with childern, husband and cooking and teaching and so on and so on.

and lots of momies i know, working in a huge company, multinational company, i just cant imagine how tiring it is. me myself i'm not married yet but when i'm back from the office already tired and just ready to sleep, HOW-THEY-COULD-DO-THIS?? just curious, so i read the book.

at the begining it's already opened with beautiful quote from Charles R Swindoll

"Each day of our lives we make deposits in the memory banks of our children"

yes yes, sooo true. memories would grow to be character, to be his personal and those other this that make what our childern would be like. :)

okay back to the book, its about mommy working in huge multinational company, 8-5 working hour, plus Jakarta traffic jam. in weekend mommy hanging out with friends, doing hobies, reading magazine and at the end very limited time with her child until one day her son says, love his nany more than his mom. What a shock, 2 yo baby boy, this must be honest, so mommy still working but dedicate weekend with his son. until one day she choose to quit her job, doing free lancer at home and beeing a house wife mommies. what a lovely story when a workahoic mom and her time always about me, changes into a mommy, real mommy, listening to his story, feeding his son and playing together. very beautiful very lovely when a mom aside her ambition to be a wife to be a mom. and it's not easy to be a working mom, your son will love his nanny more and mommy loves her son by buying toys.

this is a little enlighten my mind, weather i'm going with my master degree orrr i'm adventuring in O&G company, once i have a child i'm no longer a workaholic girl, 7-6 office hour, NO biiig NONO. and i just realize hmmm invest, money investment is a must buuut childern investment is a super must. ;) :)

new year resolution

hai, haaaii..

i know its abit late to post my new year resolution, knowing today is january 18 hahha. but i just remembered to post it here, so i wont forget by the time goes, like usual i guess just forget it by time goes hahaha.

so here it is my new year resolution:

1. drink 2 litres water everyday, more better

2. no junk food, okey no is hard but i try less than before (pizzas, burgers, soft drinks, fries, and so on)

3. eat and drink healthy foods and drinks, since many desease around me. i just afraid those oil to fry, those can foods, those frozen food. honestly i like it, like it much but its dangerous

4. do sports more, any thing just more than last year

5. treat my body better, wash my hair more often, treat my body skin better, go to saloon more often and all those stuff

6. cooking more often, yeeah i love cooking. this is so relieving stress and i want try more food this year

7. graduated on july and have my own money

8. oh and this one is additional, since i hanging out w/ my high school mate last holiday, aaaandd they're soo in style so i guess i gonna buy and put some mascara, eyeliner and those stuff a bit on my face. i dont have it now but i gonna buy it yeeah

okey those my resolution for 2011, im gonna add it may be haha dont know yet.

okeey hope i can do it all yeeeeaaaahh

another all alone

today december 17th 2010, aaaand i am all alone.

my bebo again left me, this time he's going to china for holiday and the fantastic thing is, he's gone for a month. not more than 5 month ago he's left me for 2 month internship and today he left me again for a month. huhuhuhuhuuhu.

i dont know i can be sad he left me for that long time, he just make me addicted from who i am before. he just change me that much, i dont know how. hahahha. form the most subborn, the most selfish, the most high ego, the most independent. i dont know how but now i' m different and already cant stand alone without you.

come home back soon dear,

take care there and have fuuunnn...

see you next year, january 17th 2011..

missing you superduper mucccchhhhh, even your not gimme a big hug before you went :'((((

my 11210 project

this gonna be a super sweet post, hahha

just at the begining a new motnh at the end of this year, my beloved boyfriend having a birthday yeeeeyyyy, happy birthday dear..

honestly this is my first, and i just afraid this is gonna be the last. i just dont know where am i gonna be at that time next year. i could be anywhere, so do you dear. i just want this to be the first, last *just may be i like thinking the worst case, just preventive*, and the most thing you remember for all your life.

i've been thinking i guess pop cake would be interesting so i made some. i dont know how it taste just i like how it shaped

that i've planned to make a cake, but i dont have any oven to make so i think i make a cold cheese cake. again i dont know how it tastes i just like cooking so, i make it

appox a week before his birthday, he went home, how perfect!! at the time i need my own time to make all those without you yeeayy.. so i make all alone went here and there bought this and that aaaan violaaa its all done perfectly the pop cakes no saturday and the cheese cake on tuesday right a day before his birthday.

oooh once he have ever asking me, to made him a knitting. he plans to go to china a month for white christmas and new year for holiday. okay than i gonna make one. but the problem is, all the knitting stuff are at the back door, and it might be an animal inside, i dont know i just super afraid even just for put it down buuuuuuut i have to. so i put it down and there's nothing inside uyeeey... and another problem, knitting is a super duper boring activity ever. i never have finish even a roll wool ever, buuuuuuttt this time i finish it in 2 days and a night. yeey, i dont know how it looks it might be not perfect but i finish it uuyeey. hope you like it dear.

i dont know how the cakes look like and taste, i dont know how the knitt looks like.

just for you know forever ever, love you dear for a thousand stars..